Kenedee Brasher
hello. i’m kenedee brasher, i was richards granddaughter. in a few days it will be 4 years since he died and i am still struggling with grief. i don’t remember what his presence was like or what his voice sounds like and i feel so guilty for it. we all miss him very much. when i was little i used to think about what it would be like if he died and i can tell you this is nothing like what i imagined. grief is a long, complicated process that takes years to go through. me and my family were all effected in different ways, nobody really talks about his passing and it hurts but at the same time i understand. every so often i’ll start to think about him and i start hysterically crying (which is what i’m doing right now) and i just think about what life would be like if he was still with us. i look at the world differently without him in it and i will forever be mad at the world for taking him from us. he deserved more time. he should have gotten to meet his great granddaughter and see me graduate high school like he promised he would. i am so grateful for the time i got with him and i wouldn’t trade it for the world. i love and miss him very much. life is so unfair.
