Neil, why did you have to leave me behind in FLorida, You promised your little dog  Pugdy and me, you would be back, when you left the house to see your doctor., instead they put you in the hospital, for 16 days,. you were my baby, my care giver,we shared many happy hours before you got so sick,   I was suppose to go first and you decided to leave me and go ahead to meet with your father.  when I kissed your forehead,I prayed God would put you into remission, but  he had other plans  for both of us. You opened your eyes when I said this is Mom, and then you closed them, and that was the last time I saw your big brown eyes.  I  love you with all my heart.  May your sole rest in peace.